So So sick of crying myself to sleep and waking up feeling even worse and then crying some more.
I dont fucking know what to do with myself.
Im not good at coping with heart breaks which is why I never wanted to fucking do this in the first place.
I feel like Im going fucking crazy.
And YES i know “life is tough and this is just one of many lessons ahead”
And YES i know “it’ll get better, time heals all”
and YES i know “hanging out with good friends will help forget about it all”
but I all I can do is think about what I did to deserve this, and how much I miss him already.
This is now. I have to deal with what Im feeling now, and it is really fucking terrible.